Friday, August 29, 2008

never once have i encouraged somebody
to walk into a supermarket, open a bottle of water
and drink half of it then walk out.

i had such a good time today with you today.

Ng yiqing,

thanks for being a part of my life.
xoxo.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

cocktail full of emotions,

Wednesday, August 27, 2008



i'm awake now at 521am.
i cant sleep.

Monday, August 25, 2008




tmro is the day i set my sails up again.
i'll find my footing on gee gee.

cant wait to start the shit again.
its been 37days.

on the management side, i got everything sorted out.
i should have the discipline to carry it out.

Saturday, August 23, 2008




If ever there was a doubt
My love, she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Thursday, August 21, 2008



picture taken at the olympic village.
i dont like olympus cos i think the quality of
the pictures suck. compared to canon.

anw i'm still ill, thats why i cant sleep.
clock reads 3.13am. got spasms
around my chest area just now. god knows?.

qing is taking me to the doc later in 6hrs time,
then we are gonna take vanessa out for a good time
at night, cos godma is not in town. and she isn't having
it easy currently.

argh screw sickness.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

i have privacy no more'.

i need more
really do need more.

olympic youth camp.

pictures are all up on my facebook.
i'm too lazy to post another 150+ pics
here now.. the trip left me ill,
suffering from cough sorethroat and fever now.

took the A380 there, its overrated actually, its only super spacious
for business and first class, economy is actually very much the same.
first night i got there, i manage to upack everything and crashed arnd 1130.
woke up the next aftrn at 1230pm. my roommates and i missed the whole program
for the morning. they had some ice breaker thingy..

i felt that the chinese were super messy, they didnt have anything organised.
they had like 400 volunteers thats why they were super inefficient.
no one knew the next day's program. everything was last min.
we didnt even know what sports we were watching till we boarded the buses.

i manage to watch basketball womens, boxing, track and field, hockey.
was spose to watch tennis finals too! but i gave my ticket up for my friend
who plays tennis for south africa. i regretted it because i could have taken
pictures with federer and djokovic(spelling?).. track was really good, cos
they had all the heats for 100m men, so i manage to watch bolt, gay,asafa.
bolt did a 9.98 in his heat and he was cruising to the finish, it was sensational.

the youth girl from jamaica can do 400min 53 secs and her 800m timing is 2.03mins.
there were many youth champions in the camp. in my group there was another
girl who finished 4th at junior worlds in 200m. i found most motivation from
the czech republic boy, he is a long distance runner. he was the most discipline
youth athlete at the camp. he was training everyday even with the haze.

the chinese brought us to 4 chinese opera in total, everyone got bored of it,
it was a cultural camp too but they sure were drilling it into our heads..
they even brought us to their botanic gardens, everyone was like ''wtf''.

youths being youths, obviously shit did happen in the camp. the chile boy got
drunk during the opening ceremony, the boys from bosnia and Zimbabwe almost
got into a fight, luckily around 35 china police stopped them. literally 35 im not talking bull.
alcohol was banned from the camp but the general store in the camp was selling bier.

climbing the great wall was a good experience, some parts of it were really steep.
one thing i couldnt stand was china ppl walking through our paths when we were
taking pictures. there was a human jam when the 400 of us youths were getting down
the great wall, i stood on the same ground for 20mins. we had to push our way down
which was extremely gross if u ask me. the china ppl were sweating heeps and it was sick.
i'm not being racist by some of them had this smell. we actually had army troops to help
us get down, the china troops were shouting at the china ppl to move to the other side.
so in the end we had a clear lane for all of us to get down.

same goes when we were leaving the youth camp to watch the sports. the traffic police
stopped all the cars on the highway to let the buses we sat in pass. we had like the whole
highway to ourselves. anyway th opening ceremony was spectacular the chinese do have a thing'.
but some of the fireworks were fake,(digitalised).. it took us 1.5 hrs to get into the stadium
and we sat down in it for 7hrs. it was surreal being in the stadium, 91k ppl plus the athletes
another 10k.. its something i will never forget.

anyway there was so much night life back at the youth camp, the arabic guys were always dancing
and eastern european guys doing their silly things, example, shouting at 4am and bullying ppl.
the most disappointing of it all was the lousy DJ, he was playing chinese techno which was gay.
but every time a good song came up the dance flo went wild esp the caribbean ppl.
if u think andie from step up 2 can dance really well, wait till u see the caribbeans.

anw i gtg now, this is general blogging.
bloody aut talk in 2 hrs time.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Im your curse because youre the bitch i love.

Friday, August 15, 2008



23.23.23

ballzz.how come i keep coming up with
all the winning shots?. this is for you
lovergirl :)

i saw the screen at 23.23.17
had only 6 secs to get my cam out ok!.

xx

Saturday, August 9, 2008

rumour has it.




pictures are up.

first one is a picture of the room, another
set of bunk beds on the other side of the room.
the beds are so hard, its hardcore.
i wont post pics of the toilet up because i will puke
at the screen in front of me now.

opening ceremony was awesome ytd, the best i've seen.
we got there around 5. took an hr to get in.
sat down from 6.30-1255am. it was so hardcore
and everyone was sweating it out heaps. will update
more about the opening soon. saw robert scheidt (spelling?)
the US basketball team, roger ferderer, sg sailors!.

slept at 3am and woke up at 630 this morning
for breakfast and left for basket ball match.
first match was aust vs i cant rmb, 2nd match
was mali vs new zealand and kiwis won by 4 points.

tmro. i'm going to the olympic village, where i'll
steal(NOT) 10 macdonalds cheeseburgers and 15 KFC chickens
and 5 peking ducks. anw rumour has it that there
has been shit loads of sexx going around in the olympic
village.so yea, imagine yoger federer(TENIS) screwing cattiee hoff.(SWIMSIMG)a
spelt it wrongly on propose so i wont go to court for bullshit.

gotta bounce now, i'm on the greys season 4 program.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

life in BJ ( beijing la )






i wasnt kidding about the haze, its seriously
bad here and officials still can tell me its
one of the better weeks. wtf, i think i just
lost 6 years of my life.

has been quite alright here just that the
toilet is horribly gross. the shower head
is on top of the urinal. u get my point.. wth

have been playing soccer every night with africans
too, after 2.5 hours, they are the only ones
still capable of sprinting. thats awesomely gross.

tmro i'm going to the grand opening ceremony,
so i'm excited for that. and i get to sleep in
till 10am. the first day i slept for 12 hours
till 12pm, slept 4.5hrs last night.

thank god for internet here, only busting thing
is i cant fucking access livejournal, hell devo!

okay, i'm in the internet cafe now and there is FUCKING
haze in here too, my throat is a goner. officially.

lovergirl, i'm waiting online for you.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

things to do when i'm back.

1. do lunch with lovergirl and mum.

2. finalise holiday to bintan

3. get couple havianas :)

4. watch gossip girls, ( yes i know,)

5. go to the hospital.

xoxo i know u love me.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008




loveyou long time ♥

Monday, August 4, 2008








I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend.

xoxo

Friday, August 1, 2008

this time we're not giving up.

spermie is refusing to send the shirt for washing
and thanking god for this beautiful girl.

DKNYQ.

next monday yo.