i dare to sail in 30knots on a 29er.
i dare to stand in front of TSL and do a presentation
i dare to voice out my thoughts on certain issues
i dare to stand up for my mates


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manage to track hedkandi in my playlist down

started my monday off badly. but lets see what i can get out of this week. for now, i've got 30mins for my book. thurs night out. cant wait. i hope the euroo pounds and aussie dollar drops more.

paris london LA chicago tokyo baghdad new york cape town amsterdam Monaco

had dinner at Barossa yesterday after the container packing which left my nose running because of the dust. Been feeling ill since friday, last resort was to use bier to heal it. Hmm i actually do feel better right now. gym at 630am tmr zzz

digressing, i just watched a clip of a top 20 470 pair sailing upwind. like seriously... the crew is doing shitzz with himself only half trapeze in 25knots and his back bent -not extending all th way. is this how u finish top 20 in a world event? Some of us work to get where we are, some of us have it all too easy. right, reminds me of the ying-yang/balance theory.

boils down to the question; are we all only as good as what we are born to be? do you know that Vo2Max is actually very dependent on genetics and even training yourself to gain a higher fitness level is only that significant? That actually means in sports that are all if not highly focused on Cardiorespiratory fitness (CRF), you can have a champion created from the genes of that parent. Or.... you're just a loser working arses and obviously not at a very good receiving end. Are we only as good or have that ''certain'' potential because of physique?

& this is what i learnt in school today. correlation of bench press and 2.4km using excel. sem 4 seems to be the toughest of the lot, quite intense in class nowadays. steam. cap it off with getting 2 raders from oakleys (cant be a bad week can it?)

i finally got to see my girl after a week, she lost weight. i should start feeding my strawberry shortcake with more junk food. tmr i will get my 550D and i'm excited.

the haze is killing me. plus the weather. im not typing.properly am i?.

I love you, thats why

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

this is my dream team

good ol' days like that get me through darkness days. i.wont.ever.forget.

those were the days i had fun. the ''fun'' i get these days are either being so sloshed i cant rmb what happened the day before or just planning for e epic trip. where is my grant s s c???????!!! 2.1k

why does it always rain on me.

god i need more than 24 hours a day. too many expectations to fulfill too many responsibilities and roles to play. i finished my exams ytd and i have hardly any air to breathe.my eyes are always closing.

grandpa if you can see me from your side. give me strength. and i miss you.