yes, ho for sho.. if u get what i mean.

i've had enough
actually time is aplenty.
its how u use it
and in this case

horribly.

this is where i wanna be,

trng has been lesser due to the rainy weather.
i'm starting to have blisters on my hand again.

auntie shirley ; '' your hands like that which girl
will want you''. haha thks but yea currently i cant
prove her wrong. Anw its for a gd cause , it'll
help improve my touch on the boat. lovely.

When to the IT show just now with Godma and co
the way they shop is unbelievable man. Its like
u like it, u buy it. One day when all goes well
i'm gonna be a rich man, hopefully happy one too.

this is my analogy ; the rich might not be happy
but i'm currently poor and unhappy so maybe
if im rich then i could be happier at least.

i got a interview tmro, ppl wish me luck
hopefully i'll turn nomination into selection.
i'm not exactly prepared but i hope my english
lessons in sch dont go for nothing.

i'm sorry if i'm not putting on enough weight,
i relly am trying. I eat my supplements faithfully
and give it my all in gyms. i dont want t waste
taxpayers money. sweet dreams everyone. love ya all

i got alot to say to you.

six inch aint high enough!


sorry for the delay you know ive been extremely lazy.
Still, go is better than no go. Thanks for being there
for me always i know i've been saying this countless of times
but each time when i say it i really do mean it.

For the past 39 months since we were in the bloody spc
chinese class till now. holy joy whatever it is.
your birthday's coming soon, truth be told i haven't
thought of anything yet. But dont worry i'll spend my
march hols thinking..And mind you, dont forget u are 17yo
only dont act like U ARE MEGA YEARS OLDER THAN ME OK!.

Rmb our deal when we turn 18, we'll go smoke the town alive.
Cheer up alright. 97536643 is just a call away and u know it.

.

this is 29er sailing in 14knots.
does this look slack to you guys? mm

But all I can do is try

okay ive had enough, back in 2006 ag year. they told me to cool off trng sessions.
when i refused to, they said i'm over-doing it. that ive got no social life.
yes i didnt, i only went out 3 times that entire year, my friends can justify that.

last year after gaining selections for sg. i started hanging out more, more than ever
yea socially i definitely went up heaps without messing with trng schedules.
this carried on till 3weeks ago when i started trng, and currently i'm suffering
from a social meltdown, its violent and surely is getting to me.

After attending 3 sessions of trng with craig thus far, for some reason i feel so
motivated to train. He's the man for the job surely and i feel that ive got something
left in me to do this. 4 months till youth worlds , i believe i can turn things around
from the past 2 years. It begins with this single step , after tmr things are gonna change.

I'm sorry.
thank yous.

sherm is wondering if all this is just a lie.

or maybe a dream, can someone then wake me up.

i wanna get outta here. asap

ho for the shol

friday night i caught the bros in town, walked a step too many
and i bought a shirt in impulse, the thing that i've learnt?
maybe i do have broad shoulders thats why im an L even though
i'm a fuggin M. Spend 20bucks at pasta mania, need the carbs to
maintain my weight not forgetting i cycled 40plus km.

nowind today, actually maybe 3knots? so i did gym with ghandi
at nsc. Gym program today was totally hot, the usual ssps program
followed by ghandi's body kong and lastly chin-ups and push ups frenzy
which i can confidently say, it hurt my back. In total i did 8 upper body
exercises, ghandi's body kong program is very simple.
'' those that look small jolly well make it big''. so yea.
cept we both have different purposes for doing that program.

Went to parkway after gym and bought GNC supplements,fucking
weight gainer doesnt work so i have to try creatine now. cost me
100bucks for f's sake. Bought an oakley gascan on impulse again.
least i manage to get 15% off, 200 flat for ducati limited ed.
Had dinner at lavender's and i ate too much, way too much.
caught a midnight movie at century square- meet the spartans.
sneaked my 2 underage cousins in and the younger one was
so happy. Had supper at macs roughly 1.35am and cabbed
back to their place at marine parade.

Here i am sitting in their balcony at 2.21am , the breeze is really good.
i've thought about it, i know what i need. yea it sure is bizarre and random.
1. some lads to hang out with around this time
2. need to put on massive weight/bulk.
3. a reset buttion for my brain, the past 28months have been sick.
4. the skill to be able to create positivity in all situations.
5. I need to attend the leadership camp in 3weeks time to do number 4.
6. get a mentor and start learning how to do investments.
7. a soul mate who will brave through weather with me.

i cannot seek temporary solutions
i got to get to the bottom of every problem.

this is random, but roxy7 i wished i had your
photography skills.