i have been in europe for 33days.
i got 4 races left..

pls stay sweet minded.

weymouth,kingston,arhus.

''today's the day that no other day will be like today.''

i wanna say something to you,
but hell i dont even know how to start
even if i figure it out, it just seems so out of the world.

race 1 16knots
race 2 18knots
race 3 ( canceled due to storms and 20ish knots wind).

i still cant say it.

21/2...

it starts tmr.
its gonna be great fun.

i trained on it for 5 months
while sailing 420 part time.

i did aussie nats, ( light and fun )
worlds ( wild and crazy )
dutch youth ( i got cut there )
kiel week ( light/medium and exciting ).

this lead up, i didnt have last year.

it comes down to tmr.
tmr
tmr
tmr 3 races.

one race at a time
postive
go hard.

i love this.

I"M AMPED.

this joyful wonderful feeling.

its funny how we were all saying 2 days ago
that it'll be a light wind regatta , as in even
the weather maps were showing light airs.

and its even funnier when ytd i checked it again
and what i got was, 20-25knots.. the isobars are
so close together..

and the funniest part is.. guess who i saw ytd
when i opened my door.

and the hilarious part is i made a new acquaintance.
he is the laser full rig sailor.. he taught me some
shit last night.. and i wanna live the ''american dream''.

groundwork
groundwork.
satisfaction.

this is the best part.

this is the part where she has to choose
either the doc or the vet..

greys season 3 epi 2.

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

denmark.

this is my 4-star room,
i'm not sure if thats a plasma
or LCD tv.. but it sure is cool.


this is my 4-star hotel,



this is denmark, can u see the ice blocks floating
on the water?. land temp- 26 degrees
sea temp?. so darn bloody cold.
i wore just new balance tights and lycra
top to sail ytd, it was soo cold. unbearable kind.
we nose dived ytd. it was fucken funny!.

stine ; we confirm wont nose dive.

me ; yea confirm wont, since u are 65kg.

then we did a nose dive, i fell to the front of the boat
but the bow was still up. we did a slow capsize/nose dive
because the boat got flooded from the front.

while trying to get the boat up.

me ; eh i thought u say confirm wont?

stine ; i thought so too.

me ; muahah knn!.

then i couldnt take the cold already
so suzzie send us back. it was meant to be
a short one hr trng but we chong sua and did
2.5 hrs..

more updates soon, if i can

sometimes we force ourselves to tell the truth.
we take our chances despite the odds
we take it so that theres at least some
chance of making things better. or for a better
future.


i think i got my fingers burnt. not literally.
i think im a goner.

i mean... i think i gave it my all
and it wasnt too shabby..