I hope this picture will make you feel better.
Drink lots of warm water & i'll see you first thing in the morning tomorrow.
XX.

time check 3.45pm.
in the library trying to finish 4 tutorials
but ended up finishing 3.
gym at 4.
class at 730.

ok i am getting through the day.
step by step sherm.

part of the schedule is that i have lighter
hours in classes but i struggle to find hold
for the night classes. so actually i have pretty
long nights and often end up sleeping at 12-1am
and some gym's at 630am..

i'm feeling this tiredness thats way within, not the mental
and physical kind. i cant explain it.
time check 3.51pm. ok i am 6 mins away nearer to peace-sleep.

everybody's changing and i dont feel the same

i'm losing a bit of myself everyday.
i need to see Meredith today.
b'cos thats when today's questions
and uncertainties will be answered.

haha peter, your such a dickhead. u had to run home this morning
because your gf was whinning.. u shouldnt have tho. should have just stayed
with qing q and i. we were rocking that place. tell her to give u some space,
breathe easy, its not meant to be so tough.

fuck yeah next hols, lets hang out at coastes. get pissed drunk even tho im only
6months away from legal. bring amelia along, we'll do those tanning shit too.
but we gotta work that bod out first. tell your girl that too. she looks fab now anw.

then we hang out at my crib. get our girls to cook instant noodles.
buy super thick cheesy pizza to fat out from. no curfew just the 4 of us.
but if amelia doesnt want to, we could do organic food as well. that'll be great!.

fuck we all cant wait till it comes, haha we'll bring taz along. plus not forgetting
dempsey on sat night. again the guys shall pick the tabs up. and ice cream at
icc. tell amelia that qing cant wait as well!.

dont let her stop what u like doing most, wakeboarding that is. just rmb the fucking
helmet yeah. we'll catch up soon. tc for now, anything just ring qing and i. catch u soon!

this week is gonna be the busiest ive had in months.
got attachment to do tmro and not to mention, the workload
in class is upping.plus projects and shuckloads of errands
to run. got Taz to look after plus coaching on thurs morning

hanging there by a rope.

my rope's special. super thick, doesnt rip.

edit. here's what qing sent to me.

'' meet me tomorrow at macs for breakfast can! please dont be so lazy
i'll reach around 10''.

she said it so effortlessly i think i really am lazy auh.

anw today's work plan

400m x 2 medium hard
50 tri dips
90 push ups
2 sets biceps
42 chin ups.
10mins cycle at lvl 17

not bad for a first day.

HELLO DELAYED ONSET MUSCLES.

sherm fell asleep at 2.03am last night with the thought
of finding the worlds' best cake this morning.

fuckk tthat.

i"m gonna give my best shot in this.
hell no im gonna let go.

like a warrior armed with determination.