why does it always rain on me.

god i need more than 24 hours a day. too many expectations to fulfill too many responsibilities and roles to play. i finished my exams ytd and i have hardly any air to breathe.my eyes are always closing.

grandpa if you can see me from your side. give me strength. and i miss you.

i lurvve house music and BVI

Thiings i havta do before i die.(not in order)
1. Go for a real electro concert
2. xperience black/white sensation
3. go thru a month of ibiza sloshy
4. go diving (& use my 30m underwater cam)
5. Killers concert
6. Sail the Caribbean islands
7. own a 32ft yacht and barbieq evrday
8. master a short board and eliminate my fear of great white s
9. shoot pretty photos
10. finish my collection of jack ass movee
11. watch malcom manage SKP in melbourne and crash his place.
12. own a restaurant
13. be a real estate guru
14. S**** W**D ( aha who doesnt?)
15. own a subaru legacy GT
16. get a tattoo
17. get a bike license secretly (fail)
18. sho those ass o's that take my grant how to do the shit
19. sail a sweet skiff fo sho!!!
20. sell ALL my wetsuits
21. party so hard till i collapse in a monitored enviro
22. join team midpoint and tackle mt faber countless of times
23. pay for my parents' fking extravagant holiday
24. to be the best in the world at something
25. Marry my girl (only if she allows me to do 1-24) cos i heard after marriage you spend all the time looking after the 3 kids everday!

f me i'm famous! d. guetta

ok its been 19days since i got back frm that horrible china weather. nothing much has been going cept for the fact i strained my back and so im gnna get it checked tmr. exams are up in 12 days time, its almost the last stretch for me now.

1.I have decided to get a DSLR and im waiting for the correct time to get it/learning more about it as well at the mo. Spells it all well for my travel plans the next few months in europe. Of course hoping the volcano in bloody iceland stops erupting

2.As soon as my exams r done i will take a 1-2 day break at some secluded place. Reason being- Next sem(may) i have 5 night classes, 3 mornings, i have to do my internship at California Fitness, go for training (sailing), do 3-5 times of gym a week, sort my dreamplus meetings, hang out with the folks and chill with my sweetheart. I will barely have time for everything, but i will find a way to complete what i have to do ( THANKS RED BULL for the products!)

3. I will save up so that i can pay for uni be it local or overseas ( if i get 0.1 gpa more)

4. My diploma has a direct transfer to NCAP (national coaching accreditation something....) so yes, thats sickk!

5. within the next months my body will go through changes as i make my final attempt to gain 6-7kgs for sailing. That just means my shoulders will get broader. I will be snacking heaps and drinking alot of those milkshakes. OOh yes.. not forgetting beer as well.

gdnight. time check 3.13am. i have a 19hour day starting at 545am sending mum to the airport

Last night we headed to Gastrobar for Claire's 18th, had trouble finding it but it was a really nice place, got to meet Ivan and Jane as well heaps cool. here's a pic of qing & I waking up from e zouk xperience last night. Only thang was we had to open belvedere and 42 below when i had to drive, got a soft spot for belvedere ( ! ) .

time check - 1305 perfect. Im gnna be headed to starbucks to study while qing's gnna be hanging out with the ladies. We got a concert to attend tonight.

just like how beckham is to qing, she means to me.

she has it gotten right in all the places i want it to be.

1hr mix. i really am in my own trance now. with hanna hansen

had a relatively easy 15hour day. Started off meeting with Gosh! in the morning apart from the 1hour jam, everything went smoothly. Presentation was really refreshing as it was done in a different manner. Collected the 2XU gear and they gave us limited edition bottoms so that's cool. Time check; 11pm.

Just gotta send some emails out and toy with the forex stuff before i can crash. Its not gnna be an easy weekend gotta try fit in some time for my test on monday plus a long night out with the family tmr. Thank you Red Bull !

I lead such a sickk lifestyle. yeww

i love fun. and thats my element.

i miss doing shitz. This is gnna be a tough month but i know i can count on my good days to take me through. Qing just told me she'll be in shanghai for a month for attachment, this is what life is. continuity thru the hard parts. & soon, we'll find a place of our own where we can call it our home. and for the record, i've got 11,000 pics in my com. thats enough good memories to take me to my 80s.

bz 15days ahead. goodness its raining now, finally. perfect way to start off monday.