But all I can do is try

okay ive had enough, back in 2006 ag year. they told me to cool off trng sessions.
when i refused to, they said i'm over-doing it. that ive got no social life.
yes i didnt, i only went out 3 times that entire year, my friends can justify that.

last year after gaining selections for sg. i started hanging out more, more than ever
yea socially i definitely went up heaps without messing with trng schedules.
this carried on till 3weeks ago when i started trng, and currently i'm suffering
from a social meltdown, its violent and surely is getting to me.

After attending 3 sessions of trng with craig thus far, for some reason i feel so
motivated to train. He's the man for the job surely and i feel that ive got something
left in me to do this. 4 months till youth worlds , i believe i can turn things around
from the past 2 years. It begins with this single step , after tmr things are gonna change.

I'm sorry.
thank yous.