sometimes we think doing 15 races straight
is very easy. its not. its seriously not.
and im just so bloody tired now.physically and
mentally. even if the score card seems like its easy,
fuck no. its not easy at all. giving 100% for 15 races
isnt easy at all.

but when ppl dont have that understanding that i cant
be 100% who i am after sailing,thats just even more
tiring to deal with.

good fucking morning. its 12.15am and i got to wake up at

8am.