lying down and visualize like its, 75 again

i stay in boarding, i burn my time in the gym. i cycle to places no one knows and i find thrill in doing things the extraordinary way. i hate mainstream, esp mainstream music, top 10 charts are so outta the world for me. i listen to trance, i drink 100 plus for breakfast. i think the world is slowly coming to an end and so we'd better cherish and soak in whatever we have now. i love traveling, i secretly want to be a tour guide and work in best denki because i think im a better salesman than those there. i wanna learn all the sports, i want to be good in everything when it comes to being sporty. even when im playing badminton against the best , i always want to win that point. i dont give up easily, i'm naturally competitive and aggressive (something ive learn to tone down on). i think i got leadership qualities but i'm not the most motivated leader.

i love my family, i try to plan my time well and spend time with them whether its catching a movie or bowling at 2am on saturday nights. i know they are super supportive in whatever i do as long as i stay on the correct path. and i know i wont send them to the old folks home (read an article on today that said more kids sending their parents to the folks home) because they've given me more than what i deserve and have always put in their priorities.

i think living in sydney is good, everyone is all outdoors and working out at the beach, i love that kind of lifestyle. nothing better than to run on sand on a 16degree morning and taking a dip into the waters of bondi.done that, miss that. i also like how Scandinavians prepare their breakfast, the houses in sweden. the flat land in holland for cycling. the canadian mountain bike trails. ice-sailing in norwegian lakes. i think i have alot of plans for the future but now i got to keep working my ass to bring in enough income for that. i like to think im capable of doing that. i like to think that at the end of the day, almost everyone would have a degree but its how u put all that you've experienced into play at the interview.

I think im going korea as well this year but I don’t know yet.


i'm not your average joe. ive spent 4 europe summers in germany and 2 oceania summers in australia. europe is my playground, sports school is my escape. i come and go so easily its not very often that i have a time off. so to be my gf, its not that all easy. it gets frustrating when im 8000 miles away and phone bill costs are such bitches. so i can thank everyone up there for letting me find someone like her. someone that not only understands but motivates me even more. the road is long but i know one day will go house hunting abroad and thats gonna be when we suddenly think to ourselves, its well all worth it. & i love u Qing

life's been different since coming back from youth worlds. havent been spending time sailing and that has been giving my other parts of life much more time. school has been great, enjoying what i'm learning this semester. psychology,nutrition,management and anatomy, so relevant to what i do in sailing so its pretty sick!. imagine enjoying studying because it gives u xtra boost and an edge of knowledge in sports science over others. sailing part has been non-existent i guess apart from me stepping into byte 2 weekends ago. it was so sick yeww, my thighs were burning from hiking out. i forgot to put down the rudder when i launched the first day because i assumed i had stine to do it. fuck i've been crewing for almost 4 years now. thats bloody long!. regatta wasnt too bad i think, tried to recall single handed techniques and shitz, and downwind was good cept for the light wind when i raced a 23rd! fo sho yo!

Qing and i celebrated our 1st over sailing out at sea, was quite shock she was yearning so much to hike out after i taught her how to. (note, i dont have the best hiking techniques) that was actually an unbelievable aftn for me.firstly i was pretty scared i couldnt handle 10knots in a laser with a girl whom had no out-at-sea experience and secondly qing scared me when she asked to take over the rudder and started hiking out. its a nice feeling to know that she likes sailing as well and she'll at least know i'm doing something fun!.

we went to mandarin that weekend for a crash high tea as well, we were hotel hopping because i obviously forgot to make bookings. went to st.regis,hilton,swissotel and shitz but finally we settled for chatterbox! atm i cant rmb all that ive done since coming back, too many things to mention argh. oh ya i finally moved into hostel 2 weeks ago with the help of mum & qing, so that has been good cos i'm on the up side of fitness,general fitness so at least when i jump into a boat (not sure which on) i wont die.

I spent last sunday cycling 62km from tampines- ECP- Mt faber with aaron, we cycled up and went down at 50km/h. i got home really sore but i like this feeling of a good workout, nothing better than that. went to cafe del mar last monday with qing and her besti, we swam to the island and obviously i lost, fuck i cant swim for nutz. they had to help me hold the camera cos i was sinking haha.

on the other fitness side of things, i just got an email abt fitness testing in sept. anyway i've been cross training so much, playing rugby,lifting weights and circuits plus badminton. yeh the latter making my forearm so sore i cant lift a cup. i think im gonna be ready just in time for when i need to vollebak'. haha and anw god knows what stine is doing, probably studying 24/7 since that guy is hardcore, i think he'll just get 4 A's. he's one of the sickest dudes i know.

am going to bali in 2 months time to surf and snorkel, its gonna be sweet plus 3 assignments to hand up in the next 3 weeks and qing has exams as well so this means we are back to studying and its gnna be productive. cant wait for 18th sept to come. and i know (Qing+Jane+Claire) cant wait as well. thanks dear, its gonna work out just right. you're my champion event planner!

And so my bad luck is still continuing. 1. Got to pay some byte guy 130bucks for smashing his boat.2. I busted my tyre from cycling out to buy mum lunch. 3. I ordered a macpro from the shop,it arrived and they opened the box in front of me. It came with a long scratch as well, like wtf shit like this doesn't happen. 237. Only good thing that happened was aut played rugby against sss track sprinters and we won, I still have fast twitch muscles in me aye. Plus ytd's badminton work out with those guys was a damn bloody good workout. Hi sore hamstrings. Oh ya, I cycled from tamp-mt faber last Sunday.62km. Swimming tmr. Yes yes. Qing look after yourself there,x

now whose ur daddy?

4th from youth worlds,3 assignments by sept. spoiled laptop because i spilled 400ml of water on my mac. it cost 800-1k to repair it.

nvm, nothing's gonna bring us down. my girl & i,. we conquer the world yo