when i am out at sea, i think yeh, this is it. me hanging out of the boat, the wind is 20-25knots and waves. shark infested waters. i get this adrenaline that i cant find anywhere else. i was afraid when i had to jump into the water today to help my teammates, but this feeling i get lets me know that i am alive. Now u know why my dream is to own a 49er and take that boat to the maximum. i thrive when things get hardest. anw guys, merry christmas. its 3am here in aust, tired but feelin good. feeling like tomorrow could be a better day. well it should be, today was a pretty darn hard day to get through esp as it got through. FML