time check 3.45pm.
in the library trying to finish 4 tutorials
but ended up finishing 3.
gym at 4.
class at 730.

ok i am getting through the day.
step by step sherm.

part of the schedule is that i have lighter
hours in classes but i struggle to find hold
for the night classes. so actually i have pretty
long nights and often end up sleeping at 12-1am
and some gym's at 630am..

i'm feeling this tiredness thats way within, not the mental
and physical kind. i cant explain it.
time check 3.51pm. ok i am 6 mins away nearer to peace-sleep.

everybody's changing and i dont feel the same

i'm losing a bit of myself everyday.
i need to see Meredith today.
b'cos thats when today's questions
and uncertainties will be answered.

haha peter, your such a dickhead. u had to run home this morning
because your gf was whinning.. u shouldnt have tho. should have just stayed
with qing q and i. we were rocking that place. tell her to give u some space,
breathe easy, its not meant to be so tough.

fuck yeah next hols, lets hang out at coastes. get pissed drunk even tho im only
6months away from legal. bring amelia along, we'll do those tanning shit too.
but we gotta work that bod out first. tell your girl that too. she looks fab now anw.

then we hang out at my crib. get our girls to cook instant noodles.
buy super thick cheesy pizza to fat out from. no curfew just the 4 of us.
but if amelia doesnt want to, we could do organic food as well. that'll be great!.

fuck we all cant wait till it comes, haha we'll bring taz along. plus not forgetting
dempsey on sat night. again the guys shall pick the tabs up. and ice cream at
icc. tell amelia that qing cant wait as well!.

dont let her stop what u like doing most, wakeboarding that is. just rmb the fucking
helmet yeah. we'll catch up soon. tc for now, anything just ring qing and i. catch u soon!

this week is gonna be the busiest ive had in months.
got attachment to do tmro and not to mention, the workload
in class is upping.plus projects and shuckloads of errands
to run. got Taz to look after plus coaching on thurs morning

hanging there by a rope.

my rope's special. super thick, doesnt rip.

edit. here's what qing sent to me.

'' meet me tomorrow at macs for breakfast can! please dont be so lazy
i'll reach around 10''.

she said it so effortlessly i think i really am lazy auh.

anw today's work plan

400m x 2 medium hard
50 tri dips
90 push ups
2 sets biceps
42 chin ups.
10mins cycle at lvl 17

not bad for a first day.

HELLO DELAYED ONSET MUSCLES.

sherm fell asleep at 2.03am last night with the thought
of finding the worlds' best cake this morning.

fuckk tthat.

i"m gonna give my best shot in this.
hell no im gonna let go.

like a warrior armed with determination.

spent 110bucks at havianas. i am officially broke.
its monday alrdy!.woohooo

so when u sail in the youth program, they'll tell you
- control the controllable and to a certain point i do apply
it in real life. so when sometimes i know things arent going
in my way, i put my best effort and let i it swing by.

if it works, then great

if it doesnt, then the watching experience is normally painful
and hard to swallow.

digressing now. its such a sad morning on many levels,
checking the wind forecast and seeing it similar like singapore
and yet we cant go home, yeh.

not to mention running 6km on soft sand plus 30mins non stop core.
and another 3.5km to the club and another 3.5km back from the club.
the cycle continues.

grats people, have a great saturday in lovely sg. cheers to monotonous
ahead.

qing, your Ex BFF here, plus your current BBF Suri

premium baby food for my baby!

updates so far,

QINGQING,IM STAYING IN A SLUM SO THAT MAKES ME A SLUMDOG
hehe, xoxo. miss euu worxz

i miss you when im sg,
when im overseas,
i miss u even more.

i love the nights, struggle a bit in the day
but its worth every bit for the nights.

love u qing. xoxo.

today i had a new fun, it was more of having a simple life and
just re-visiting faith. going there with grams mum and qingqing was great.
lotsa smoothness and lunch was decent!.
thanks qing for helping me pack, u know i take ages at stuff like this
whereas your as efficient as it gets. took only 20mins darn fast.

going to sydney for 2 weeks now.

qingqing i'll call ya!

love ya

thanks The Ian Carey Project

surprise news more often than not is bad news.

i gotta listen to some progressive.

past 10 days has been dreary enough.

and anw i got a fucking torn ligament in my back
and internal bleeding. i can fucking complain today.