there's just something about growing up, you'll realise that it isnt anywhere like what you imagine the world to be when you were alot younger. when i look into a kid's eye, i envy them. but its saddening as well because i think they too, will realise what a world this is what they grow up. who am i to say? obviously its purely my assumption. but i know one day i will snap, even the best breakfast in the world wont save me nor the feeling of being able to hold the power of trading 600milion a year (just met someone today) as well. id dig deeper, and maybe only to realise that my cuppa is just lying on the beach listening to cafe del mar and smoking pot all day long.