today i tried. i will try harder than before. fuck em critics. thanks mum and dad for bringing me up, thank you qing for being part of this journey. it'll be good if i had the support from you guys but if i cant get it, your blessings will also do just fine.

today is the start of the next chapter in my book. its the start of independence, its the first for me. to be able to hold the decisions i have to make for the rest of my life. to be accountable and responsible for that. to give qing a good life. dad and mum, to give you both comfort, to give you both assurance that all you did to bring me up for the past 18years didnt go down the drain.

today i hold my own fate. and i will decide my destiny. my friends can judge me but i know i wasnt born to do mainstream. i'm not one that will study my ass off to get a degree, come out of army and sit in a 9-5 job earning a salary for the rest of my life.